Another day of school gone, and another day to those freakin' exams.

After getting up too early, putting on the nessacary make up and doing my hair, which tbh with you is a mess, atm it's dark red at the front with a faded brown colour at the back and my natural blonde hair coming through in streaks, cool to some eyes a shock to others. After all this I was ready for school, having my fix of red bull for the morning I was awake enough to leave the house and spend 8 hours on pure, solid work.

Today just seemed to go on forever ..Don't you hate having those teachers whose voices just seem to droan on and on and no matter how hard you try to listen it is impossible to keep listening to their voice, well I had a day full of those teachers. At one point I actually couldn't stand to be in that stuffy classroom for another second, and as the bell rang it actually seemed like the best thing in the world to have those couple of minutes free as I walked slowly from one crap class to the next. Sad, I know.

I get home only to find myself making my dinner and settling down to type up some more work ready to do everything all over again.

Fun fun fun eh?

*Sigh*

I have go to admit that I love books, I love to watch films too but out of the two I would always choose a good book over the latest DVD, It's just my preference.

However, although the plot may be gripping, the characters loveable and you just can't put it down a realization came over me, It's not real, It's not going to happen, and especially not around here. I didn't honestly think that all the things I've read are true but it's a nice thought thinking that it's possible it could happen, but I realized that things that happen in books and films just don't happen often and things don't have the 'Happily Ever After..' that you want it too. A book knows where it's going and how it'll end up but that's impossible to know really. Yeah it sounds stupid but I can honestly say I'm gutted that nothing exciting or adventerouse is going to come along and change my life here in Pembrokeshire ..well nothing soon anyway. Maybe one day eh? then I can wirte my own book ad make millions sorted.

Any suggestions on books btw?

Mari X

You know that feeling when you have heard something so shocking you swear that you must have heard it wrong, yet when you realise you haven't it seems like the wind has been knocked right from your lungs, you're heartbeat seems to start coming in slow hard thuds and time itself seems to have completly stopped. You do know what i'm talking about? Then i'm so sorry for whatever happened to make you experience this.

For me Wednesday was horrible, no worse than that. It's never easy hearing about death, but hearing about the death of your 15-year-old friend. It's undescriblable. 

Oliver, He was that guy everyone knew, he was always smiling and looking deviously happy about the lastest thing he had got into trouble for. I never would have thought it would be him. The shock was nearly as bad [But somhow no way near] as the grief that came after. It's been two days now.. I can't believe he's gone. You will be missed by everyone, Cav, everythings changed since you've gone.

Even those you wouldn't have thought were in tears, those of them who knew you best are in peices, and for us inbetweeners we still can't get our heads around it. 

You were always the funny one in St.O's, the one who everyone was telling stories about the day after a big party. R.I.P mate.

X 

Well I've just joined up, a newbie

..My first blog, Lots to talk about but where shall I start?

I never know quite where to start when I'm going to write a blog of some sort. I start but everything I put just seems like rubbish, yes it shouldn't matter if i'm talking about nothing of intrest and yes sure no ones going to read anything I'm going to write and take it badly and be offended if it's too boring but I just can't help but think - Now what would people like to read about? What would people like to know about what another, a stanger, a complete opposite, or a completr clone, is thinking and about what? (Hmm.. I'm not even sure if that makes much sence). Yes I'm sure by now you are bored, confused, and even slightly irrated but this is just me starting the first blog of many to come.

So you ..Where shall I go next? (:

Love Mari.